My Life....

finickyphineas @ 2005-11-26T16:45:00

2005-11-26T21:46:27Z

kay, welllllll, this is not good but yea. basically this is what's going on with James' mom, she went to talk to her Dr on monday, she told her that the chemo wasn't working they would have to try something else. She asked what they could so that she could have more years, the dr told her that she doesn't have years she has months. then on tuesday she was shaking and feverish so she had to go to the hospital and the dr took James and his dad out into the hall and told them that if she keeps deteriorating at the rate she is, she may not live to see new years. she may not even live to see this christmas.. she came back home though on friday.. i've been crying so bad it's ridiculous, i think that's about enough.. anyways laters

HAPPY T-DAY

2005-11-24T05:32:33Z

today is mine and jeanna's 2 mnth anniversary. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DEAR! today is also mine and james' 4 mnth anniversary. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO US! today is also jeanna and matt's one year anniversary. HAPPY ANNIVESARY TO YOU! today is also thanksgiving =)anyways.. i'm bored and freezing and i omega miss him lol.. guess what people?!?! i got me a 3.5 GPA WOOOO!.. i got an A+ in college accounting.. SCORE.. i can take a paid internship in January, minimum of 20 hrs a week $8.00 and hour. i so want to take it but the other guys in my class want to take it too, and it's in Pt Jeff, so that's not good. i don't know how i would get there. anyways i WANT that internship so bad. it would be from Jan 15th to April 15th. well everybody happy thankgiving.. my schedule is finally changed so tomorrow goodbye ms. cavallo hola mr clough lol i have nothing else to really say soooo later days x3

finickyphineas @ 2005-11-15T15:44:00

2005-11-15T20:57:03Z

eh.. so yeah it's been an itty bitty while.. James' mom got out of the hospital and is back in again.. she's doing better though cause she's talking and making sense now =).. eck.. James says he's been looking what to get me for Christmas.. and i really don't want him to get me something.. but his mom has already talked to him about it lol.. she told him you know she's going to say don't get anything for her but get something cause it will mean the world to her.. sooo yeah i have no idea what i'll get him now but eh.. i'll figure it out eventually.. i don't like that he's working so much :-P.. he's been working a crazy amount and he's gonna like die if he keeps it up lol.. but so onward.. i'm not on a diet.. kinda.. i don't know lol.. beforehand i wasn't eating that many calories.. but i guess i cut back a lot and i was looking at it and if i keep up what i was eating like yesterday it's like 1200 Cal at max.. so i have to figure something out lol.. cause that's too small.. but also i'm walkin near 2 miles when i get home just to get some excercise you know?.. oh yes and i would like to take the time out to say I hate Ms. Cavallo.. yeah i'm endangered of failing.. SCORE!.. she decided to tell me this today.. AFTER basically everything is already done w. the grades does that makes sense?.. well it didn't to me.. they want to put me in regents.. which i'm going to see about because it would probably be good but i really don't want them to switch my ENTIRE schedule.. ya know? me and my mom were talking and we want to see if i can graduate half way through senior year.. or i may try that Boces practical nursing thing..but i'm not sure.. i just want to be out of school already.. i'm so like done w. it.. which is horrible cause i still have like what? over a year an a half.. yeah.. not good.. anyways.. i'm out of here x3
..Amanda..

finickyphineas @ 2005-10-31T00:40:00

2005-10-31T05:43:27Z

the thing under this was something on myspace that's a bulletin thing.. i cried when i read it.. it was so cute and adorable and it made me smile and realize how much i love him.. I seriously doubt i could love anybody more than i love him he's amazing.. he leaves me in awe everyday.. everyday he makes me happier than i ever could be.. i'll stop now but i just wanted this post to be here..

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8
year-olds, "What does love mean?"

The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have
imagined. See what you think:

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"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her
toenails anymore.

So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got
arthritis too. That's love."

Rebecca- age 8

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"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.

You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."

Billy - age 4

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"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and
they go out and smell each other."

Karl - age 5

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"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries
without making them give you any of theirs."

Chrissy - age 6

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"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."

Terri - age 4

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"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before
giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."

Danny - age 7

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"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more.
My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"

Emily - age 8

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"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening
presents and listen."

Bobby - age 7

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"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who
you hate,"

Nikka - age 6

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"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it
everyday."

Noelle - age 7

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"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends
even after they know each other so well."

Tommy - age 6
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"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at
all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling.

He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."

Cindy - age 8

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"My mommy loves me more than anybody .

You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."

Clare - age 6

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"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."

Elaine-age 5

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"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is
handsomer than Robert Redford."

Chris - age 7

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"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all
day."

Mary Ann - age 4

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"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes
and has to go out and buy new ones."

Lauren - age 4

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"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars
come out of you."
Karen - age 7

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"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's
gross."

Mark - age 6

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"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean
it, you should say it a lot. People forget."

Jessica - age 8

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And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked

about a contest he was asked to judge.

The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor

was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.

Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old

gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.

When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said,

"Nothing, I just helped him cry"

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love is when that special someone sticks around with you until you realize that you love them back and if you don't they are still there waiting for the day you'll realize that no one else can love you in that way...

finickyphineas @ 2005-10-27T01:33:00

2005-10-27T05:50:25Z

a week since updation.. anyways.. i can't sleep i miss him terribly i haven't really been able to talk to him all that much lately.. circumstances and stuff.. it really sucks really really really bad.. i'm not all that tired and i haven't really done my homework .. i don't know i had any but i'm sure i did.. i wanted to put this up here cause i thought it was crazy sweet when i found it::

"She asked me if she was pretty, I said no. She asked me if I wanted to be with her forever, I said no. She asked me if I would cry if she left, I said no. She had heard enough. As she walked away I grabbed her arm and told her to stay. I said, 'You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. I wouldn't cry if you left ... I would die, because I am completely in love with you.'"

yeah.. i loved it but who knows.. i have a cold and i can't feel my toesies it kinda sucks.. i've been telling my mom that the dogs are going to try and kill Beau *(the teddy i got haha)* but she didnt believe me and he finally tried to today.. gerrr.. if he would have done anything to it i would have killed him totally cause yeahhhhh.. tomorrow is well today is thursday.. so after this one more day.. till the weekend.. Friday is Lauren's sleepover/sweet sixteen.. i'm excited but i'm not sure what to get i have to go gift hunting soon..well tomorrow.. today was fun at the dinner dance.. i think all of us were pretty shocked at Kevin.. my god yeah we defiently were.. he didn't win VP though :-( but yeah.. he didn't seem too bummed.. when we were going home we were talking about Rochester.. and how we had all those problems last year.. that i kinda stayed out of the best i could cause i'm way cool like that.. and how i stayed in the boys room.. Ant George Ryan and Brian.. and i loved there room cause it was almost always empty unless there was like one of them cause i had George's key most of the time there.. and their room smelt crazy good cause Brian.. and so that's like where i stayed when i didn't have to sleep and nobody would know i was there.. but i had a good time .. and i said that and Mrs. Lawlor was all "Amanda you always have a good time".. i don't know why cause i didn't think of it as anything bad but i'm like hmm i can't explain it lol.. like i just thought it was weird.. anyways.. about half the people we voted for one the other half didn't.. bleh.. the shirt i had one was like really not low but it was like it crossed in the front and so it went down pretty far and it was annoyin but i couldn't find my other shirts and i woke up really late cause i fell asleep and so i just grabbed what i could..Dj Joey was there.. that was neat-o.. uhhhh what else i don't know i don't think it really matters...
JEKYLL AND HYDE.. kay that was today too.. i wanted starbucks when we got off but they didn't want to so i'm like i'll just get coffee from Dunkin Donuts i didn't care coffee is coffee and that's what i needed.. so i got a muffin and a coffee.. and Megan got a mint chocolate chip shake and Carolyn got a cinnamon stick and a cheesecake icecream cone.. i'll mind you it was FREEZING out.. so yeah we walked around a lil cause we were runnin late.. on the bus.. so we didn't have THAT much time to eat and stuff but it was plenty.. anyways.. we went to the playground a lil and we went to the theatre.. i thought the play was excellent.. but the one part where Eddy and Henry are arguing.. and it's the same guy so he's like blah blah blah".. "NOOOOOO".. "blah blah blah".. "Nooooooo".. and i had to chuckle at the part it wasn't like i was like omg what the hell just it was weird the arguement w. himself.. well not himself but his seperate minds.. in the first ten minutes they're singing about fascades and i know i spelt that wrong and the coffee hadn't kicked in yet.. and i'm dozing off and they all in unisen come together and sing FASCADDDD and i got startled and i threw my head back and hit it on my seat and i hurt my head.. but the rest of it i was awake.. anyways yes.. in the beginnin of writing this i was gettin all emotional and i'm like no we'll just write about my day cause me gettin THIS emotional has to stop lol.. but yes yes yes.. adios amores
x3
..Amanda..

oh the toothpick is still in my mom's foot.. we'll see how long this takes

i want to remember this

2005-10-21T06:13:41Z

okay welll if i haven't told you it's probably cause you just haven't been listening about my mom.. i want to remember this but i doubt i would forget anyway.. well monday night me and Rol were talkin and joking around and actually being nice to each other and we hear my mom go "OW" we didn't really think anything of it we thought she stubbed her toe or somethiing do me and Ro keep joking around and she's like a little help here.. and i'm like "what?" she's like "i need some help NOW".. so i ran over there and i'm like "what?" she's like "my foot look at my foot" and i looked and it was a toothpick and she's like "pull it out get it out of my foot" so i pulled it out of her foot problem was half the toothpick broke off actualy IN her foot.. soooo.. she came over the coach and she sat down and she got tweezers and i had to try and get it out but it didn't come out cause it was too deep in.. so she's like eh "i guess we should go to the hospital eh?" so Me Cass and Tom went to the hospital.. we get in there.. but the whole way there i was laughin hysterically and she's like.. well i didn't laugh when you got a glass thrown at your head and i had to take you to the hospital and i'm like yeah well that was a glass not a toothpick.. so we go in there.. the security guard gets her a wheelchair.. my mom has never been in one before so that was intresting.. and the nurse is like what happened.. and i'm laughin and i'm like she stepped on a toothpick.. and my the nurse started laughin and she's like when they pull it out i want to see this.. so we go back me and my mom to like where they have all that jazzy stuff the little like curtain room things.. and then i had to go back out with Cass and TOm who were in the waitin room.. i helped Cass w. her homework and then i went out to the car to get sweatshirts for like pillows/blankets.. and Cass used one as a pillow one as a blanket and Tom used me as a pillow.. a couple hours after that my mom came wobblin in on crutches.. and i got to wake Cass and Tom up.. for anybody who doens't know this Cassie and Tommy are very heavy sleepers and don't like to get waken up.. like at all.. so i woke tommy up and he's just sittin up and he's kinda fallin over ever few secs and sittin back up and i'm tryin to get Cass up and she's not snoring loud but she was.. and we're trying to walk out of the place after i finally got her up and Tom is walkin around in circles quite literally.. he had no clue where he was going the ppl in teh waitin room were chucklin but not laughin casue they obviously weren't in good moods to start with.. so we get to the car and i'm talkin to my mom.. they couldn't do anything cause it was in too deep and they didn't wanna do it in the emergency room.. so she saw the doctor yesterday.. he said it's in really deep go see the surgeon tomorrow.. so she went today and they said we dont' wanna do surgery so just soak it and hopefully it will come out on it's own.. it's a toothpick it's not like it's a splinter.. but we'll see.. i just wanted to put this here so i don't forget about it.. mas amor x3
..Amanda..

WOOOOOO!

2005-10-16T06:43:52Z

i think this thing is becoming way sappy.. heh agreed?.. but anyways.. i got my present today i was so excited when i saw the guy carryin the box up to my door I ran out and took it from him and i opened it up and it's the cutest most cuddly bear ever I looooove it.. and it's named Beau Cyrus now.. i may change it's name though again.. tomorrow we're going to pick a kitten or 2 up from this lady's house.. we've been supposed to get one from Jamie but Micah wanted to keep it sooo yeah.. but we're FINALLy gettin one tomorrow.. well today.. or w.e.. today was the PSAT's i think i did horribly on the english part(s).. i think i did pretty good on the math though.. so i was kinda bummed about the english part.. like i think if i would have had some more sleep instead of the whoppin uhhh 3/4 hrs (thanks to James) words would have made more sense to me and stuff.. so i was kinda bummed came home and like 5 mins after that's when the package was delivered so i was totally happy.. and i'll totally show y'll eventually i love it.. i love him even more though x3.. see right now the total most sappiness of the century.. i love him.. i love him for who he is and i love him for who he makes me.. i love everything about him and if i ever had to pick the perfect guy i'd pick him w.o a doubt.. i love him.. no matter what would ever happen i know for a fact he'd always be somebody i'd remember.. he's amazing.. he's everything anybody could ever want and more.. i love how he makes me feel and i love the fact that he'll be visiting eventually.. i hope.. if everything works out..i love him x3.. i don't love though.. i have to get gifts lol.. well i mean i don't mind gettin him something cause he totally deserves the world but i don't know what the hell to get him.. i actually have an idea for a just cause present though so i'm kinda happy bout that.. but like Christmas is pretty soon and then there's his 18th bday that's Feb 6th and 18 is a pretty significant bday.. so yeah i have to figure something out.. but yessss i'm totally happy right now =) mas amor!
..Amanda..

Little Moments.. maybe it'll work this time =)

2005-10-10T07:33:10Z

The music video for little moments by Brad Paisley

i want it to actually show it.. or atleast have a direct link so there's not a link.. or there should be =)

x3

Little Moments x3

2005-10-10T07:19:37Z

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"we got married 53 years ago and i still fall for her everyday"

finickyphineas @ 2005-10-10T03:03:00

2005-10-10T07:13:56Z

Jeanna's party was crazy fun.. and spinning around w. Amandis was crazy.. Jeanna looked gorgeous and i was like ehhh why is she gonna cut her dress but it looked really really good.. the dj was soo much fun too.. i don't know if ups delivers tomorrow but if they do i should be gettin my present tomorrow or on tuesday.. i'm sooo nervous about it.. i don't know why.. but i am.. i guess it's just cause i'm like stupid.. but yeah.. aw man i just remembered i never signed Jeanna's sweet sixteen book thing.. i MUST do that.. but yeah.. soooooo yeah.. i'm listening to hands in the sky.. i'm in love with this song it's crazy cool.. like.. it's so .. hmm.. it's like nothing else out there right now.. atleast i dont' think so.. and i made cookies tonight.. i think it was to take my mind off of things =) i started talkin to Tina again.. my god I missssedededed her =P but yeah.. I'm so happy for her.. she has a new bf and a new job and it's like things are looking up for her and for most people right now.. i mean everybody has their rough patches but i mean overall it seems like things are looking up for most of us.. Lauran broke her phone though so i can't talk to her for a bit.. and yeah.. i'm actually really happy right now.. i started crying before.. cause of this music video.. it's a really cute/sweet song but the video there's this old couple and what he says made me cry cause James has said it to me before but this is a couple who'd been together for 53 years and "everyday i fall in love with just like the first and that was 53 years ago" something like that.. and it made me think of him and cry and think about what his neighbor lady told him.. people totally must think i'm like the biggest loser ever.. but it's like.. it doesn't really matter cause he makes me feel perfect which i mean i know i'm not but it's amazing to feel like that.. ya know? or no.. i'm going to go to bed pretty soon since it's really late/early but i'm going to put the music video up in a seperate entry so anybody can see or like listen to it.. it's country.. get over it lol.. you know i really can't get ove how much i adore everything about him.. and i can't get over how nervous i am that he got me something lol.. how stupid is that? well yeah.. anyways.. g'night.. mas amor!

..Amanda..

finickyphineas @ 2005-10-04T20:56:00

2005-10-05T01:19:38Z

first offfff.. HAPPY BDAY KRISTIN even though you won't read this lol.. the city was awesomeeee like yeah.. we made it on our train after right had a good ride and such we get off the train find our way out of Penn Station and no joke not even five seconds after we come up there this guy who starts tryin to talk to Katie about gettin her a fake id.. so we're like um no keep walking we go to the empire state building to meet Coll's dad.. HAHA we didn't have to pay or wait on any lines sooo yeah boiiii lol.. we go up and such to floor 86 and we're looking at the view and just enjoying the view and we go back inside.. Danny was there too a co-worker of Coll's daddy and he's never been to the observation thing he's never been to where you look at NYC.. so he came w. us.. and Coll's daddy kept losing him cause he was shorter than all of us and he would stay behind to like hold the door for us and stuff so he was always behind us.. while we were waiting in the store Coll's dad is like where's danny and he starts to go outside and i'm like umm he's over there.. and so then we left and we went to Macy's.. we went and picked out some dresses to try on.. thank you Coll for making me look like a birdy.. then we got McD's and then we left Macy's.. so then we walked and walked we went to AE's before Macy's and we ended up going to Build a Bear.. omg they have the *MOST* awesome game thing on the lower level that was loads and loads and loads of fun.. we went to American Girl store.. and there was these 2 workers in the elvevator that were mega cool.. OH! and when we were on the train to Penn a lady was like are you cutting school.. shouldn't you be in school right now? and then we always saw the "cool" people lol.. actualy like 2/3 of them but they were with their mom soo wooo hooo yeah.. kays.. we always went to NY library (the one from the movie.. umm.. can't remember the movie where the world freezes over) so pretty and by far the prettiest thing i've seen in my life was St. Patrick's Cathedral.. omg that was absolutely GORGEOUS.. i've never seen anything more breath taking.. we got Startbucks and went to Time Square and Rock(*whatever*) center lol.. in time square we went to toys r us and we went to candy land x3 and we went in Barbi's seriously i want a coolie house like that.. yeah i "almost" got hit by a car.. well.. it was pretty much stopped so i took the initiative to cross even though it wasn't totally.. so okay i admit not the smartest and i'm sorry x3 forgive me.. then there was another time.. where it had jsut turned to don't walk but the light was red.. so me AND Christine took a step foreward but the light changed so we went back and waited.. see we're not that bad.. there were some guys talking like really loud and we just kinda walked really fast cause we didn't wanna turn around lol.. and there was alsooo.. oh i got jumped on =) this lady was standing and i was behind her and we were waitin to cross but a cab/car had to be a jerkoff and drive through the puddle and splashed her and she jumped back tryin to get away from it so i didn't mind but still.. soooooo what else what else.. the ride home was intresting for sure.. there was this guy who wouldn't shut up.. like i eman i know i talk alot but this guy was freakin messed up.. he couldn't stop talking to these two women who were sitting next to us on the way there.. he talked and talked about how when he does something he puts PASSION into it.. and that killer whales are vicous.. that's why they get called that.. and he knows all the things a marine biologist know.. the guy was ridiculous.. so we get home eventually and the end.. lol.. there's probably a bunch more that i'm kinda just skippin over i'll fix it laters maybay babay
mas amor
..Amanda..

hi ya kiddies!!

2005-10-01T15:07:33Z

woooo hoooo.. so yeah... i don't know what exactly is going on right now, well i mean i do i just don't know what exactly to write about but for some reason i'm like I WANT TO.. so here i am.. school has only been going on for like less than a month and i'm already like dont w. it.. how absolutely terrible is that? James tells me to just start counting down till we have days off and breaks.. so i've basically been doing that.. and guessss what.. 6 MONTHS TILL MY BDAY BABAY! actually one day less than 6mnth 5 mnths 3 weeks and 6 days?.. wooo hooo.. and in 5 days James exactly 4 mnths and'll be 18 in February.. now that IS gey :-P..

hmm in school i've actually been really bored like i dn't know why i mean i never really LOVED school but it's just like having to do the same thing almost everyday and knowing it's going to be like that for the rest of the year.. kinda really messes w. my head.. in school my grades are pretty good.. not terrible not superb..

Accounting-A
SS-A/B+
Chem-B+ ish.. i don't know.. when i get my test it'll be better
English-B+/A
AP Psych-C?
Math-B+
Spanish-A/B+

i mean we haven't really gotten all that much to be sure.. like i'm telling y'll now a bunch of those possible A/B will be A's :-P I need those A's.. Accounting i thought i was screwed over w. but i had to stay after to finish a test .. but it really was just like a problem from a text book.. an application problem.. and since it was just me left Ms. Mordente was able to help me figure out what i did wrong w.o actually tellin me.. like she'd be rent where do we put that.. we don't have a column for rent and he didn't use credit.. so what was affected and i'm like CASH AND CAPITAL.. i know y'll are like wow you're retarded but you know when you don't get something and it finally clicks and you're like YESSS.. well that's what it was like when i finally got everything in balance..

anyways moving on.. I think Jeanna only appreciates the amazingness that is James lol.. come on how can you not though it's like the w. the peanut butter and jelly thing.. so cute at the time.. but then you actually think about it and you're like wow.. you totally only appreciate the coolness when it's directed at you..oh yeah.. the song i'm listening to.. LOOK UP THE LYRICS lol. .it's country but he sang it for me.. awes lol.. just look at the lyrics at least.. amazing okay i'll shut up.. no i won't just do it!

whoa this is also what i found out.. they closed the downtown... ummm WHY?!?.. i was just wondering if anybody knows and also i know nobody will probably read this cause ya know how amazing and such i am and the last time i updated was like eternity ago!.. anyways have to go get ready for Kristin's sweet sixteen baby.. maybe i'll start updating in here and if i do then i'll let people know otherwise.. it's *my* secret lol.. not at all

MAS AMOR!!
..Amanda..

finickyphineas @ 2004-12-13T16:04:00

2004-12-13T21:11:08Z

Hey all my adoring peoples.. well I'm updatin for the hell of it.. cause right now.. I don't think any of us have had a fight lately.. and it's a lil weird.. it's good but weird.. not used to it.. oh well.. so nothing much is new.. yesterday spent 6 HRS TO GET A CHRISTMAS TREE.. it was crazy.. and also.. I had that green stuff that you put on sushi.. don't know how to spell it so here I go.. wasabi.. something like that.. whoa nelly.. that stuff is strong.. I had a lil bit and I was cryin.. not just a lil.. but a lot.. IT WAS AWESOME... but whoa.. so.. kristin likes to get behind ppl *wink wink* if ya know what I'm sayin.. but I looked super sharp in my MJ hat.. (michael jackson)... so I can't blame her.. lmfao.. well I'm gonna getta goin.. tiddly winx

finickyphineas @ 2004-12-04T20:35:00

2004-12-05T01:38:14Z

COMPUTER IS FINALLY FIXED.. oh baby oh baby.. okay well that was great.. so everybody have fun reading this cause I know this is an exciting entry.. love y'lls bye

finickyphineas @ 2004-11-24T19:55:00

2004-11-25T01:02:03Z

Hey my lovely friendly friends.. how are you all recently.. well yes my computer is still broken and cause it has been for like the last three weeks no no.. wait at least a month.. I don't expect you to read this.. so yeah.. well HAPPY THANKSGIVING.. and all that good stuff.. or HAPPY DEAD BIRD DAY... which ever way you'd rather look at it.. well.. my comp ppl will 'call me on friday' which means they'll tell me on friday they need it longer than friday.. so I'm hopin to get my comp back soon.. and I don't know.. things have been goin okay I guess.. much much better than before.. now Samander calls me Giggles.. what a horrible name.. but yeah it fit for today cause I was really happy and was laughin and all that jazz.. and I don't know today was pretty good.. tell ya what happened in Spanish.. so Eric and George are in my group for this game.. we end up tying.. so I get up to move my desk back.. while the evacuation drill is going off.. I step on George's back pack.. not really but slipped on it more likely.. I then fell into the corner of my desk and tehn I slipped on another bag and caught myself.. and then I finally could leave the classroom where of course somebody had to comment that being Eric.. what joy.. always little comment but by the end of that I was laughin so it was all good in the hood.. okay well I'll see y'lls later.. buh byes

finickyphineas @ 2004-10-31T17:52:00

2004-10-31T23:01:22Z

so today it was all hallow's eve.. well so it was halloween yeah and I'm home incredibly early.. not even home just at my mema's.. so went trick or treatin w/ Kristin Amandais Jeanna Christine and Danielle.. Kristin had troubles w/ her feet so she got her nom to pick her up so the rest of us walked home.. well we waited on a corner for Kristin to get picked up.. well this was a lil after she got picked up cause we were tryin to figure out what to do.. so two seniors come by from our school.. (they had the blue writing all over their car)so they stuck their heads outta the window and yelled 'YAYY TRICK OR TREATIN' or something like that.. so Jeanna starts yellin again and yeah.. but before that I got stuck in a tree while we were walkin I walked right into a branch and got stuck.. and also there was this lady that basically swatted Kristin tryin to get a bee outta her house.. okay so Kristin left we were tryin to figure out what we were gonna do we couldn't go anywhere.. so the we walked back to kristin's got our stuff and talked and stuff for a bit then my ma came and got me to take me to my mema's cause there was nothin else to really do.. so yeah that was my day WHOOPDIDDY DOODA

just stuff

2004-10-25T23:13:28Z

Yeah.. so this week has been okay I guess nothing all that special but not great.. hopefully this week will end good.. today basiclaly sucked no apparent reason just it dragged on extrememly long like unbelievably.. and i had to go to my bro's football game.. (Roland's) Dawnwood won... WHOOPIDY DOODA.. umm.. so nothing really to update.. my comp is STILL broken it's so damn annoyin.. and I get to do that report for health.. I don't know when I'll do that but now FEAR Amanda the world's hugest procrastinator will finish.. yeah I really am.. Marco yells at me all the damn time lol.. well so yeah hopefully the week will cheer up but as for now.. it's okay just okay.. talk to ya peoples some times soon.. loves ME

finickyphineas @ 2004-10-20T18:56:00

2004-10-20T23:12:37Z

So.. today.. was good till bout five minutes ago I guess.. I'm arguin w/ ppl.. yeah fun stuff.. I know nobody cares because well they already know.. well forget bout what I said all before.. My eyes are burning and I really just feel like cryin but I won't cause that's one of the most fuckin retarded things I could do right now.. okay so arugments all around.. not fun.. ppl stabbin each other in the back.. it's bout time this stuff came out.. even if ppl don't want to think it is them or involves them.. some ppl are just blind to what's goin on around them.. so yeah.. okay maybe I'll update later on when I'm on but ya know who knows right now it's just like so messed and I don't wanna talk no mores bye byes

finickyphineas @ 2004-10-19T19:33:00

2004-10-19T23:39:43Z

Hey ppl since Marco has an xanga how he's not exactly thrilled w/ ppl ME BEING ONE.. oh well.. yesh if you'd like to know what's wrong Marco.. I dont' really know nor do I really care.. I know I haven't exactly been getting along greatly w/ any of y'll and sry bout that.. I'm not exactly extremely upset about this.. especially Marco cause I know he's been telling me I conplain too much anyways.. how I always complain and I know I complain a lot but w.e.. I still love yas but ppls if ya have a problems w/ me just tell me I'm a big girl I can handle stuff lol.. well I'm at the library so I'm gonna get goin .. bye byes

finickyphineas @ 2004-10-09T21:50:00

2004-10-10T03:14:06Z

The past few days have been joyous.. if you want to know look in Jeanna's lj.. cause she wrote it and I don't want to rewrite what she already has.. and so yeah.. and look that's who I am from Willy WOnka and the Chocolate Factory.. w00t... cause that's 0578938290480932 times bettter then WOOT or something like that

You are Violet Beauregarde! You go, girl! It's true
when they say that you're a wise ass and you're
snotty, but most of the time, you're right.
It's just that tiny margine of error that gets
you in trouble, and you should probably see a
psychologist about that gum habit. Sure, it's
not really dangerous, but it borders on
obsessive.

Which character from Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory are you? (alternate quiz)
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Stolen from Danielle...

2004-09-29T20:14:53Z

What is your name? Amanda Elizabeth
Are you named after anyone? umm.. dont' think so.. my middle name is after my mom
What's your screename? ppl know that already.. JEEZE
Would you name a child of yours after you? no.. maybe a middle name
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? Probably Roland since the first boy was named after my dad
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be? I think Amanda is okay.. so no not really
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl get wrong constantly? No not really
Would you drop your last name if you became famous? I dont' like my last name but it's my name why would I change it

Basics
Your gender: female
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
Single? yup
If not, do you want to be? ---
Birthdate: 1989
Your age: 15
Age you act: depends on the ppl I'm around basically
Age you wish you were: 21.. but I wanna skip 16 cause I don't want to for some reason
Your height: I'm like 5'9 I think
Eye color: blue almost gray.. but sometimes they look like they have some greenish in them
Happy with it? yea
Hair color: I dont' know.. it's a light brownish/super super dark blondish.. and it's not dirty blonde but it's weird.. sometimes it even looks a lil reddish depends where you see me
Happy with it? yeah I like me hair mucho
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty
Your living arrangement: house w/ my ma my 2 bros and sis
Your family: mom, dad, Roland, Tommy, and Cassie
Have any pets? 2 dogs (JoJo, Norman) 2 cats (Cali, Smokey)2 rabbits (BooBoo, Oreo) 3 hermit crabs (Crabby Patty, Benny, and the one w/ the monkey shell) and a ferret (Schnuggy)
Whats your job? student
Piercings? I have two in each ear.. gonna get my third one soon and my ma told me I could get my tongue pierced.. how crazy..
Tattoos? nah
Obsessions? nah
Addictions? nah
Do you speak another language? hablo espanol mal.. I speak some spanish badly of course
Have a favorite quote? I'll come back to this one.. if it still says this when I post it you know I'm dumb
Do you have a webpage? my livejournal

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment? Hmmm.. I think bout stuff before I do it.. not enough sometimes though
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? pretty much
Do you have any secrets? a few
Do you hate yourself? nah.. that's just dumb
Do you like your handwriting? yea it could be better but compared to some ppls mine's like art
Do you have any bad habits? yeah.. I clack my gum.. I umm.. sometimes bite my nails .. I sometimes tap a lot.. I get really anxious at times.. and if I'm mad ppl know it.. which isnt' really a habbit but sometimes it's not so good
What is the compliment you get from most people? hair and eyes...
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? *in a large sarcastic voice* MY LIFE DON'T YOU WISH IT WAS YOURS..
What's your biggest fear? I dont' fear all that much..well no.. I'm afraid of hurtin ppl I love and I'm afraid of losin ppl I love and I'm afraid of gettin hurt by the ppl I love.. lol ... basically love in general lol
Can you sing? Jeanna thinks I can but I cna't
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? umm.. yeah how bout no
Are you a loner? not that much
What are your #1 priorities in life? friend family and my well being.. which may sound selfish but I mean i do have to take care myself after takin care of the ppl I care about
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Yeah probably.. but then I'd realize a lot of stuff I probably wouldnt' want to lol
Are you a daredevil? I wouldnt' consider myself that
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? not in particular
Are you passive or agressive? I say in between..
Do you have a journal? just this thinga majigg.. none that I write in though
What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength: I do my best to see ppls points even if I dont' agree w/ them.. but it's hard if you dont' know.. Weakness: I dont' have that much patience for things I think are stupid or stupidity for that matter
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I feel like they are tryin to help you realized you're screwed up and all your flaws.. but I woudlnt' really change anything about me.. cause you shouldnt' think bout it if there's nothing you can do bout it
Do you think you are emotionally strong? For the most part
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? No you can't live w/ regrets
Do you think life has been good so far? it's had it's up and downs.. but it makes you who you are
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Don't try to change things that are beyond your control
What do you like the most about your body? I dont' know
And least? i dont' know
Do you think you are good looking? not really but w.e
Are you confident? for the most part.. like I dont' care what ppl think so I guess I am
What is the fictional character you are most like? what the hell.. I dont' know
Are you perceived wrongly? yea I guess so...

Do You...
Smoke? nah
Do drugs? nah
Read the newspaper? nah
Pray? occasionally
Go to church? once in a very blue moon
Talk to strangers who IM you? sometimes
Sleep with stuffed animals? sometimes.. depends how i feel
Take walks in the rain? YES rain is so purtyful
Talk to people even though you hate them? i don't really hate anyone
Drive? nah.. in less then six months I may get my permit.. WOOT
Like to drive fast? w/ my dad it's scary but it's good it gets you places faster

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice? not really.. I TWALK funny
Hurt yourself? I always fall and fun stuff like that cause I'm just that good
Been out of the country? nuh uh
Eaten something that made other people sick? not to my knowledge
Been in love? nu uh
Done drugs? nu uh
Gone skinny dipping? nu uh
Had a medical emergency? yup when Rol threw a glass at my head and my head started bleeding.. that's an emergency right
Had surgery? nu uh
Ran away from home? umm.. I planned to live in the woods next to my old house w/ Fon.. but that didn't happen
Played strip poker? nu uh
Beaten someone up? umm.. like my brother but that doesnt' really count does it..
Been on stage? yeah in like kindergarden and when I had to sing.. 'STOP IN THE NAME OF LOVE'
Slept outdoors? yup yup campin is fun
Thought about suicide? no cause no matter how bad I feel I know ppl are there for me
Pulled an all nighter? mhmm
If yes, what is your record? went on for probably two nights
Gone one day without food? yeah... just cause I wasn't hungry
Talked on the phone all night? for most of the night
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex? yeah I think I have when I was younger
Slept all day? mmhm...
Killed someone? YES I'M A MURDERER
Made out with a stranger? nu uh
Had sex with a stranger? nu uh
Thought you're going crazy? some times I wonder
Kissed the same sex? nu uh
Done anything sexual with the same sex? nu uh
Been betrayed? yeah I think everybody has or will be at sometime
Had a dream that came true? In the past it has.. I dont' really remember dreams.. sometime dejavu but yeah I cna't spell that
Broken the law? oh yes I'm a bad child
Met a famous person? umm.. i saw Michael Jackson at the airport but I didn't actually meet him.. which is probably a good thing
Have you ever killed an animal by accident? nu uh
On purpose? nu uh.. but if bugs are counted yeah.. lots of those
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? I can keep secrets.. theres no reason for everybody to know if it doesnt' involve them half the time
Stolen anything? Yes way back in the hay day
Been on radio/tv? I don't know
Been in a mosh-pit? haha at the downtown...
Had a nervous breakdown? nope I can control that most of the time
Bungee jumped? nu uh but that'd be SOO cool
Had a dream that kept coming back? no.. except this one nightmare when I was five I had a lot it was w/ teh chinese dragon chasin me.. yupp

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets? yeah there's so much unexplored out in space we are ignorant to think there isn't
Miracles? I guess so..
Astrology? I dont' think it's always right
Magic? No not really.. maybe
God? I guess.. not too sure
Satan? I guess.. not too sure
Santa? yes Santa is my best friend
Ghosts? no.. I dont'
Luck? I guess so
Love at first sight? it's possible
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)? yeah
Witches? umm.. well why not
Easter bunny? nopers
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever? if somebody is that determined good for them
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? yes I'm off to go find it soon too
Do you wish on stars? sadly I do

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? Not really but it's hard to say I believe something different then the traditional view.. I'm kinda at that questionin stage lol
Do you think God has a gender? God is 'genderless'
Where do you think we go when we die? kinda goes w/ teh first one.. who knows right now

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? no
Who is your best friend? don't really ahve one in particular
Who's the one person that knows most about you? nobody really knows more then the other. well my Oma knows most what goin on in my life
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? It was probably to Marco since I'm the one who usually talks to him when he has problems but I dont' remember what it is
Your favourite inside joke? there are a lot
Thing you're picked on most about? well.. me bein loud I guess.. but is that me gettin picked on.. oh well
Who's your longest known friend? umm.. well Elysha
Newest? I guess Anthony
Shyest? umm.. I hate these questions.. Amanda
Funniest? Kristin
Sweetest? Jeanna
Closest? umm. kinda equally close w/ a couple ppl
Weirdest? Kristin
Smartest? George/Anthony
Ditziest? Danielle
Friends you miss being close to the most? Elysha and Crystal
Last person you talked to online? Kristin
Who do you talk to most online? Kristin/ Marco when he's on
Who are you on the phone with most? Marco
Who do you trust most? Colleen
Who listens to your problems? ummm.. I dunno..
Who do you fight most with? Danielle sry but I think it's you but we hardly ever do
Who's the nicest? Jeanna
Who's the most outgoing? I'm just gonna say ME
Who's the best singer? umm.. I dunno Jeanna says I can but I dont 'think I can
Who's on your shit-list? none of my 'friends' are on my shitlist thank ya
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? NO
Who's your second family? Yeah my friends
Do you always feel understood? Not really
Who's the loudest friend? Anthony and Kristin
Do you trust others easily? No not really
Who's house were you last at? ummm.. Mine
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: I guess like my family
Do your friends know you? umm.. not all that much.. for the most part though
Friend that lives farthest away: lol.. dare I say Jason.. yeah I know.. but w.e Jeanna lol

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake? NO
What do you find romantic? Romantic.. hmm.. that'd be showin me a good time lol.. I dont' need none of that sappy ass stuff
Turn-on? deep eyes
Turn-off? umm.. nasty feets lmao.. oh well it's true
First kiss? what bout it
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel? pretty craptastic
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them? yeah that'd be nice lol
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out? not really.. I'm quite content
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Umm.. yeah I guess so
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? oh I like this question mmhm...
What is best about the opposite sex? different views and such
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? they don't always understand everything
What's the last present someone gave you? I dont' remember
Are you in love? no not to my knowledge lol
Do you consider your significant other hot? ----

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you? umm.. nobody
You wanted to kill? umm.. nobody
That you laughed at? how do you expect me to remember this?
That laughed at you? I dont' know.. I'm sure it wasnt' that long ago though
You went shopping with? the group
That broke your heart? would you like the story .. nah I aint' givin it
To disappoint you? nobody really
To make you cry? yeah I was just upset the other night and cried dont' know why.. it wasn't a break down i just felt like crap
To brighten up your day? .. all of yous
That you thought about? the noseyness.. umm.. I thought bout my oma.. and how she is doing
You saw a movie with? I dont' remember sadly
You talked to on the phone? marco
You talked to through IM/ICQ? Kristin
You saw? ppl at school
You lost? ....

Right This Moment...
Are you going out? nope it's 4:10 pm and I'm sick
Will it be with your significant other? ----
Or some random person? -----
What are you wearing right now? pajama pants a t-shirt and a sweatshirt
Body part you're touching right now:none.. hands are on typin to my hearts content
What are you worried about right now? i dont' know
What book are you reading? none
What's on your mousepad? a snow leopard and a tiger on a planet thing I think
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: tired sick cold bored.. and umm.. hyper
Are you bored? yes otherwise why would I be doin this
Are you tired? yea
Are you talking to anyone online? nope... cuase I will be gettin off as soon as this is over
Are you talking to anyone on the phone? nopers
Are you lonely or content? inbetween
Are you listening to music? YES! Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge.. yeah it's a CD.. and I love it lol

this is because I haven't in a while

2004-09-25T23:33:26Z

Okay.. so I'll just write bout w.e. so umm.. the week at school was pretty good I guess nothing too exciting and I can't believe my quarterly for science research.. it shouldn't be easy but yeah .. now I'll tell you who what it is.. if any of you have gone by Ms. Marshall's office you know that display case for science well my class of 4 has to decorate that.. how great.. okay so then friday night went to the carnival .. IT HAD THE ZIPPER... the bestest ride that not many carnivals EVER have.. so I went on it a lot while everyone was there.. then we went to eat (James was there WOOO WOOO BABY)it's been established... AMANDA S. IS A CRUSH SLUT... okay so then George and Kristin left so then Jeanna went on the zipper again once w/ me (WOOO EEEE WOOO EEEE... hey ya wanna ride my zipper?lol)then the rest of em left but not before we saw Allison and Stefan and Joanna so Jeanna Amanda and Danielle left.. so the only ppl left from the group was me and Anthony so Anthony went on the zipper w/ Allison and I went on the sizzler w/ Joanna.. then we went on the Starship (AKA the gravitron) so Anthony Allison Joanna and I... in the middle of the ride Allison goes OMG I MY PHONE FELL OUT OF MY POCKET... so we are tryin to pry our heads from the wall to look and we dont' see anything.. os the ride ends.. what happened was the guy had to go in the wall behind the seats and get it.. so then we went on the bumper cars then Allison and them left and so me and Anthony went on the zipper 2 more times makin my total 9 times on the zipper.. WOW this entry is gonna be long.. so then today: we went to wildwood.. that was fun Danielle did probably one of the stupidest things by goin in the water in her t-shirt and jeans.. not even like just the a lil she was up to her neck in the water.. W/ NO EXTRA CLOTHES lol.. sry danielle but that was realy dumb.. we came back and bees were like attacking us... then we went for another walk and went to the beach again where we sat on the duney thing I don't know what it was called.. and there were ppl there w/ video cameras and a microphone.. I dont' know why they were at the water but Amanda yells 'VIDEO TAPE US BITCHES' and we're on the stupid ass dunes but they didn't hear.. so there were also these kids that were walkin on a trail they shouldn't so I started yellin 'HI' to them and stuff I dont' remember.. then I/we go back down.. and walk back to the picnic area cause we had to leave soon.. and then the bees really started to come.. but I got smart and trapped not 1 but 2 bees in a cup.. where Marco proceeded to kill one.. and I killed the other.. but for some reason Marco only recieved recognition *EH HEM.. I caught and killed on of the first 2* then I caught like 10 more which is an exzaggeration but it was more then marco.. and he was 'knighted' so he's the knight of bee slaying... and I complained so I became the Queen of Slaying bees.. so I thought about this sadly.. since I'm the queen and marco is under me.. he is workin for me so he really is killing bees FOR ME.. so I killed all the bees/most sry if like kristin or somebody killed some... so we leave after me and Marco battle... and then when we are in the car out of no where Marco tells me I talk funny.. and so yeah then he realizes he says TWALK too just I really say the W A LOT.. and then we were talkin and I said New Yorka I can't believe I did that.. damn it.. I didn't mean to I swear it just slipped.. okay well I'm gonna end cause this was too long already lol.. bye bye

well..

2004-09-16T23:45:24Z

I haven't updated in a while.. and I haven't really wanted to... well everybody knwos how last week basically sucked.. I don't think that needs explanation.. and I was thinking next week has to be better.. well I haven't seen my dad in a bout a week either well after we went out for Allison's b-day when I told you guys that my oma had passed out.. well.. so today I see my dad for the first time since that night and he's talkin to me and he's like.. Oma's in the hospital.. I'm like really what happened.. I dunno what happend but she's on a pace maker or something.. and right my dad goes on to tell me that my 'uncle' Frank.. really just my dad's best friend is on the floor right above her.. so I'm like what happened to him... well a while back he got a double hip replacement.. well actually it was only a few months ago.. and I guess something w/ that happened and he's back in the hospital.. and then my dad's friend Debbie.. is in a hospital in Port Jeff.. I think that's why my dad was late pickin my bro up cause he went to the 2 hospitals to visit them.. Debbie.. has something wrong w/ her kidneys and liver or something.. I dont' really know bout that either but she's in really bad shape and she might die.. this week I wanted it to get better not worse ... GRRR.. I know I'm kinda complainin but I dont' really wanna complain to somebody right now and it's just I've known all these ppl my whole life.. I just wanted things to be better already.. so yeah I did it in here

yupp so...

2004-09-07T20:25:04Z

Okay today was pretty good nothing special.. I stayed totally awake in physics I'm so proud of myself.. everybody just letting you know science research isn't bad.. it's a pretty easy class and the teacher is super nice... 75% of our grade is a paper.. which can be on anything about science.. mostly bio.. and so yeah .. too me you can't really ask for more of a gift I mean yeah we take notes but I mean no tests or anything.. this is just so everybody doesn't think it's a bad class.. it's not.. so in lunch I was sooo hyper.. I "killed" that kid behind me...so I turn around ... "did I kill you?" "Umm.. no.." "oh okay they said I killed you".. I guess I move a lot when I talk and am hyper.. but I never noticed so then I'm back at the lunch tabel and I'm all happy and Ms. Mandarine walks by.. and I don't know what I was doin but she kinda just gave me a super weird look like one that said 'what the hell are you on'... so.. yeah sry everybody I'm going everywhere all over my day.. keep up if you can.. so... we all had the assembly I was right infront of the "man w/ the white hood" and so I couldn't talk at all cause then w/ my luck I'd be in trouble.. but w/ that assembly I missed that ap euro quiz... and math was good cause we had freshman in our 2nd period class so we just did a work sheet and we didn't have homework.. and then spanish... which I feel actually half way smart in that class... cause I know the answers to a lot of what she asks.. yeah that's pretty cool.. but now I'm gonna totally fail and yeah... then you basically know bout the rest of my day up there.. and so yupp that was it.. now I just woke up not to long ago... and my toe really hurts.. OH MY TOE... yes for everybody that didn't know I got my toe like I dont' even know how I did it but I kinda kicked the fan.. well I tripped adn I guess my toe went in the fan and it cut my toe.. that was a great start to my morning.. but yeah it hurts and i'm gonna go cause I know none of y'll care what I say.. bye bye

finickyphineas @ 2004-09-06T00:14:00

2004-09-06T04:26:53Z

So yeah haven't updated all that much.. cuase I don't really care to.. I mean what do you want me to tell you ... well oh well this is what i'm gonna tell you so deal w/ it lol.. well so first two days of school basically sucked.. and I wish it was still summer so I can sleep and stuff not even just the sleep but for some reason I don't know I just don't wanna be there... I mean I love all or y'll and seein ya is great but I dont' know.. I'd rather see you w/o havin to learn stuff at the same time.. so I was really happy when Friday came.. saw Napoleon Dynamite... I wanted to see Garden State and so did Jeanna and Danielle but Jeanna told me well we'd rather see Napoleon than Wicker Park so I'm like fine w/e so we saw Napoleon.. it was pretty good.. I was disappointed LaFawnduh wasn't a guy but ya know I didn't make the movie.. and so Saturday I went to the Dr.. my dad came over and is like come on your goin to the Dr so yeah I got changed and went... my Dr is a retard.. he tells me asthma causes rashes.. well that's something new I learned.. but he gave me two other things which made reasonable sense but they didn't really know what was wrong w/ me so they gave me 3 different things... I have to take one at night one in the morning and a cream 2x a day.. and the thing at night has so many damn side like I get really nauseous and get all achey and it makes me not get up in the morning and it gives me the burps at night.. and it's just really weird so I think I can only take this durin the weekend cause otherwise I won't be gettin up to go to school.. it's so stupid.. okay well so today we went to the mall .... lalalala.. hang out.... lalalala... and so then after that Kristin told her dad to pick her up at Penny's so I'm like I already called my mom I'm gettin picked up by the foodcourt so everybody went w/ her except Anthony who also got picked up by the foodcourt.. and then Christine and Amanda walked out and we all say hi and talk and they are like the homeless guy just came up to us and started talkin so we kinda avoided the homeless guy... but then Amanda and Christine left and so the homeless guy comes up and talks to Anthony and I but I go away and call my mom I come back and he's askin Anthony if I'm scared of him or something.. and then he tells me how he wants to curl up w/ me and how I'm lovable and how I have a cute smile and I'm pretty w/ my blue eyes and dark hair.. and I'm standin there smiled cause I'm more then a lil freaked out.. and he's like hell your not even older then my daughter and he's sayin how if his 23 yr old daughter wasn't his daughter she'd be his wife.. and then he says how he wouldn't hurt me he'd just love me.. SO IN CONCLUSION YOU GUYS WERE SMART TO GO TO JCPENNY'S... okay well bye bye